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I am, I was - Ben  

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Forgotten SuicidalI’m sorry.  I’m so, so sorry.
  For thinking these things.
  For considering how many pills, it would take to kill me for certain.
  For wondering how many seconds it would take with a pillow over my face.  For deliberating how long and deep a bloody cut would have to be.
  For pondering how I would hang the rope from my ceiling.  
So many, too many options.
  I want all of them.
Every single one.  
And I’m sorry that you’re not enough to stop me.
  I’m sorry that I am not strong enough to continue.  I’m sorry that no Forgotten Suicidal
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Journal Entry: Mon May 26, 2008, 1:41 AM
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    • How cute is this? :heart:

    well, this is my second go at CSS;

    - i've added some features, and a cool visitors map i found.. although i'm not sure it's working just yet.

    thankyou for continuing to support my work with your :+fav:, and comments!




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    • Listening to: Are You With Me? - Faux
    • Reading: Frankenstein - Mary Shelly
    • Watching: The Machinist

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    Devious Information

    • MSN
      ben_bourke2@hotmail.com
    • Current Age: 18
    • Current Residence: Melbourne, Australia
    • Interests: Psychology, Music, Photography, Pretty Girlys.. =]
    • Favourite movie: Donnie Darko, Fear and Loathing, Amelie, Fightclub, American Beauty
    • Favourite band or musician: Atreyu!
    • Favourite genre of music: Metalcore/Heavy
    • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice, Stephenie Meyer, Aldous Huxley
    • Favourite style of art: Photomanipulation or Airbrushing
    • Operating System: Mac Os
    • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
    • Personal Quote: Nature always sides with the hidden flaw
    • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS3

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    ~kiwibkute:iconkiwibkute: 17 hours 37 minutes ago
    And thanks for the :+fav:!
    ~kiwibkute:iconkiwibkute: 18 hours 38 minutes ago
    Thanks for the watch even though I didn't have anything up at the time. :hug: Sorry it took me so long to reply back.
    =Pygar:iconPygar: 4 days 20 hours ago
    Thank you for the :+fav:, most appreciated! :thanks:
    ~EAMONREILLYDOTCOM:iconEAMONREILLYDOTCOM: 5 days 16 hours ago
    thanks for the watch. much appreciated

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    *abuseofreason:iconabuseofreason: Jun 23, 2008, 9:36:03 AM
    Thanks for the fav! :hug:

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    ~Icono-Graphic:iconIcono-Graphic: Jun 22, 2008, 7:00:51 PM
    great work my friend, thanks for the add!

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    ~Karyu-desu:iconKaryu-desu: Jun 21, 2008, 4:23:38 PM Mood: Sentimental
    Very nice pics!!!
    I love them!^^

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    Nobody asked me whether I want to live and therefore nobody can tell me how to live...
    ~BeckyBraincracking:iconBeckyBraincracking: Jun 21, 2008, 10:54:26 AM
    Thanks for the watch. [: x
    ~Shiver-cfh:iconShiver-cfh: Jun 18, 2008, 9:58:34 PM
    Thanks for the fav!

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    ~meihua:iconmeihua: Jun 18, 2008, 8:59:51 PM
    Thank you for the :+devwatch:! :bounce:

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